You're on your own
It's hard to wake up everyday and feel so empty, It's hard to deal with your inner thoughts that compel you to end your misery. You know you are struggling to get through the days because you feel that what is the point of being alive and what good your presence does to people. Everyone has their own existential crisis and the thing is that some try and get through it and others keep struggling with it because of constant criticism by the people around them. Their thoughts play a major role in messing things up because they are quite compelling, the inner voice keeps telling you to give up because it's no use of trying to make it work.
You are not weak by any chance but the circumstances don't fall in your favour and you find them against you all the time. You wake up with sleepless eyes, your eyes speak a lot about your battle with your self and your mind is just uncontrollable at times. You feel that it's suffocating you and how are you gonna make it out alive? You feel that empty space inside that won't go away no matter how hard you try to fill it with other things because nothing seems satisfactory at this point and you are just lifeless like there is nothing good left.
Yes, I agree that you are petrified with the thought that you can't express the way you feel because no one understands the way you feel and how the people will make you feel after knowing what you are feeling. It's a shitty world with shitty people and trust me on this when I say shitty people because people pretend to be your friend, your close ones and make you believe that they will understand you and will never judge you but the saddest part is that people are ALWAYS going to judge you, will always put you down irrespective of what the situation is.
Sooner or later you will have to realize the part that you are all by yourself and you gotta watch out for yourself, stand up for yourself. If today you aren't feeling good about your life then that is totally fine, you can wake up tomorrow and try again to fix it, if not tomorrow then there are other days as well. Never lose faith in yourself because you are unique and capable of moving mountains, you will find your purpose of your life someday but for that you will have to keep trying. Try to find out what keeps you awake at night and if you will do almost anything to feel free but don't give up.
Our brains are sick but that's okay! We are going to get through this existential crisis. Keep trying! I know you have a hard time getting through your nights.
You're going to be okay!
You are not weak by any chance but the circumstances don't fall in your favour and you find them against you all the time. You wake up with sleepless eyes, your eyes speak a lot about your battle with your self and your mind is just uncontrollable at times. You feel that it's suffocating you and how are you gonna make it out alive? You feel that empty space inside that won't go away no matter how hard you try to fill it with other things because nothing seems satisfactory at this point and you are just lifeless like there is nothing good left.
Yes, I agree that you are petrified with the thought that you can't express the way you feel because no one understands the way you feel and how the people will make you feel after knowing what you are feeling. It's a shitty world with shitty people and trust me on this when I say shitty people because people pretend to be your friend, your close ones and make you believe that they will understand you and will never judge you but the saddest part is that people are ALWAYS going to judge you, will always put you down irrespective of what the situation is.
Sooner or later you will have to realize the part that you are all by yourself and you gotta watch out for yourself, stand up for yourself. If today you aren't feeling good about your life then that is totally fine, you can wake up tomorrow and try again to fix it, if not tomorrow then there are other days as well. Never lose faith in yourself because you are unique and capable of moving mountains, you will find your purpose of your life someday but for that you will have to keep trying. Try to find out what keeps you awake at night and if you will do almost anything to feel free but don't give up.
Our brains are sick but that's okay! We are going to get through this existential crisis. Keep trying! I know you have a hard time getting through your nights.
You're going to be okay!
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