Express Yourself

Waking up everyday and stepping out of the bed has become so stressful and reckoning because when you look outside the window, you realize that it's just another useless day where you have no individuality, no love or kindness either. You try to seek out the love and attention from the ones who mean everything to you but you don't know if it's the right thing to do since the ones who love you are now having a hard time understanding you.You feel like you're trapped in place where you've lost all your freedom and there's no way to escape.  You are petrified because your thoughts are constantly compelling you to give up because no one loves you and no one wants you. No one has time for you, no one needs you. You are a slave to your own thoughts and your emotions are so intense that you just can't express them in a way where people can understand you. You're not at fault, you want to give up but the inner you is fighting hard to stay alive because you k

I still remember that it was night of 2016 and a couple of days had passed after new year when you had messaged me because I was devastated due to my school best friend had made a mess of the friendship. You were the first person that I actually fell in love with, after I moved to this new city I barely knew people. College was my first step to rebuild my inner strength and make new friends, but that one text had completely changed my life. Do you realise how amazing of a human you are? Because trust me, words will fall short to describe how much you mean to me. We have never met personally but our video chats had always been the best. I loved watching you smile and rant about the things you hated. You had personally gone through a rough patch in the end of 2016 and the beginning of 2017. It amazes me to watch you battle all your fights with such grace and still having this heart melting smile. I always told you that you give me strength, Revti? I mean it. I only write blogs for mysel