Express Yourself

Dear You, Here I am writing a letter to you because today I feel that I need to do this in order to make you aware of the things you have done and the things you are doing. This is for you to know that the mess you made in your past and the mess you are about to make because you do not have a choice at the moment, please do not repeat the things you did which landed you in a huge mess that literally drove you insane for days, weeks and months. You will not trust people who make promises just to win your heart in order to make you happy for a short period of time. The last time you trusted a person like this made you feel so vulnerable that you almost gave up on everything else. These people only know how to give false promises but will never keep them because they themselves do not know what the heck they are doing. They are not capable of healing you and if they say that they can heal you then let me tell you that it's just a Bullshit statement because if they were capabl

As humans we are bound by many relationships and those relations define who we are and how we are, how our image is transformed from who we were or who we want to be. It defines the closeness and a feeling of need, need to be with each other constantly, to develop and to grow in something we always dreamed of. We're social creatures who constantly look for such bonds that will change us in a good or a bad way and such bonds are often referred to attachments. Attachment, a feeling of being close to someone who makes you feel complete in some or the other way, in a way that maybe you can't express it. These attachments build on to become so strong that each and everyday it makes you realise that how badly you need that person in your life because that person has the potential to change you and your way of thinking. So addictive right? Think about the last time when you were so attached to a person that you were likely to fall apart just with the thought that what would you do

Sometimes we're in such a situation that we aren't sure if we'll be able to fix the problem or even find a solution without any messy outcomes. We keep asking ourselves that is it okay to do this? Is it okay to let go of what has happened? Is it okay to move on from certain things that aren't appealing to us anymore? We keep over analysing our decisions and question ourselves because the lack of faith in ourselves lingers around and it makes it difficult to even make a decision so we seek for help in our friends and close ones. But we're still not satisfied with their feedback and sometimes they end up giving us the same advise which we first thought of but were hesitant enough to imply it. Why the self doubt? Why the lack of confidence? You are a strong, independent person and you are capable enough to decide for yourself and make your own decisions. So why do you keep questioning yourself? It's totally fine to be imperfect because no one was born perfect,

No matter how hard we try we end up hurting our close ones even though we didn't mean to. And trust me the damage done is not repairable at times because they think that you're just like everyone else who ends up hurting them. That's not the truth, trust me. Everyone is going through some or the other shit in their lives and just because they don't talk about their issues with you that doesn't mean they are the most stress free humans on earth. They just don't know how to cope with their situations when it gets way beyond their basic limit but they do try hard. We often mistake their frustration and anger for something that we might have done and they chose to be pissed at us for that. It's not always the same thing, they find it hard to deal with it because they do not wanna bother you with their own stuff because they know that it's not gonna go away just like that. The process takes a hell lot of time because we all know that dealing with our own i

It's hard to wake up everyday and feel so empty, It's hard to deal with your inner thoughts that compel you to end your misery. You know you are struggling to get through the days because you feel that what is the point of being alive and what good your presence does to people. Everyone has their own existential crisis and the thing is that some try and get through it and others keep struggling with it because of constant criticism by the people around them. Their thoughts play a major role in messing things up because they are quite compelling, the inner voice keeps telling you to give up because it's no use of trying to make it work. You are not weak by any chance but the circumstances don't fall in your favour and you find them against you all the time. You wake up with sleepless eyes, your eyes speak a lot about your battle with your self and your mind is just uncontrollable at times. You feel that it's suffocating you and how are you gonna make it out alive?