Hold On Tight
This is not your fault, it's not who you are. You need to listen to your soul carefully and don't drift away with the pain. I know you are hurting but please hang in there because you have to make it out alive. There will be a time when this is all over, you will thank yourself for holding on to yourself because you are your only saviour. It is never easy to do it all alone and don't expect that people will stay by your side. No one is going to be with you when you're falling apart on the inside. You can't express how it is making you feel. Nothing goes as planned and it's not your fault to have a little hope and faith that someday it's going to be alright when you know that it is not going to fill the empty space in your life. Please don't let your mind wander off in the dark and push yourself to hurt yourself even more when you're already in pain. Prepare yourself for the worse because losing a loved one is worse than anything because it feels l