You Are Stronger Than You Think

Waking up everyday and stepping out of the bed has become so stressful and reckoning because when you look outside the window, you realize that it's just another useless day where you have no individuality, no love or kindness either.

You try to seek out the love and attention from the ones who mean everything to you but you don't know if it's the right thing to do since the ones who love you are now having a hard time understanding you.You feel like you're trapped in place where you've lost all your freedom and there's no way to escape. 

You are petrified because your thoughts are constantly compelling you to give up because no one loves you and no one wants you. No one has time for you, no one needs you. You are a slave to your own thoughts and your emotions are so intense that you just can't express them in a way where people can understand you.

You're not at fault, you want to give up but the inner you is fighting hard to stay alive because you know there's a slightest hope which leads to a peaceful life. You don't know how long you can hold onto this miserable life where you've lost your individuality and fighting hard is just not the option anymore.

It is tiring and you're exhausted from all the battles that you've fought with yourself and you don't know how long you have to keep doing this. I assure you that there is a ray of hope which will lead you to a beautiful and a peaceful life only if you hold on to what is left.
You're stronger than you think, you're stronger than you were a week ago, you're stronger than you were an hour ago.

I am not going to say that it is an easy path but I won't say that you won't get through it; of course you will! You will get through this and you will be alive, living a peaceful life like you always wished for.

If you believe in miracles then trust me on this, you're gonna be a free bird soon. You're a strong girl! Sending loads of love and blessings to you. You're going to be fine!

We've made it this far, kid ||-//

Comments

  1. UnknownFebruary 26, 2018 at 2:25 PM

    Means a lot for me. it's very hard for me nowadays to see HOPE but still i'll keep trying. Thank you so much. Loads of love to you❤

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  2. Neha SinghSeptember 26, 2018 at 10:21 AM

    I simply can't express how much I needed this right now. It's been a stressful time and I have been asking the same question but these words have given me the hopefup ray tgth I needed to fight again. Thank you so much, Shivani 😘😘😘 you're the coolest senior ever!!

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