You Are My Strength

I still remember that it was night of 2016 and a couple of days had passed after new year when you had messaged me because I was devastated due to my school best friend had made a mess of the friendship. You were the first person that I actually fell in love with, after I moved to this new city I barely knew people. College was my first step to rebuild my inner strength and make new friends, but that one text had completely changed my life. Do you realise how amazing of a human you are? Because trust me, words will fall short to describe how much you mean to me. We have never met personally but our video chats had always been the best. I loved watching you smile and rant about the things you hated. You had personally gone through a rough patch in the end of 2016 and the beginning of 2017. It amazes me to watch you battle all your fights with such grace and still having this heart melting smile. I always told you that you give me strength, Revti? I mean it. I only write blogs for myself and for people who have contributed in changing my life. You have been the first person to have the trust and faith in me when I was so childish and never really had the brains to think straight.

Till today you will always have a special place in my heart because you are my support system. Today you took the place of my mom and cheered me up for my grades. I almost broke down in tears because it's very rare to have a person like who have been there through the every stage of life. I love you woman!. I don't know what would my life be without you. You were the first person to whom I messaged about my results and i waited for your reply. Deep down I knew that you were proud of me irrespective of the grades but for the person I have become. You have moulded me into a better person and there's no way I could thank you enough.

I have a huge bucket list that I would wanna do things with you when we're together.
Waiting for the day when I can actually meet you! But till then video chats should work.
I love you my gorgeous lady! xoxo :)

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