Hold On Tight

This is not your fault, it's not who you are. You need to listen to your soul carefully and don't drift away with the pain. I know you are hurting but please hang in there because you have to make it out alive.

There will be a time when this is all over, you will thank yourself for holding on to yourself because you are your only saviour. It is never easy to do it all alone and don't expect that people will stay by your side. No one is going to be with you when you're falling apart on the inside. You can't express how it is making you feel.

Nothing goes as planned and it's not your fault to have a little hope and faith that someday it's going to be alright when you know that it is not going to fill the empty space in your life.

Please don't let your mind wander off in the dark and push yourself to hurt yourself even more when you're already in pain. Prepare yourself for the worse because losing a loved one is worse than anything because it feels like being electrocuted to death, a current so strong that hits your heart first and later makes your body numb. Losing your sanity is losing your identity.

Right now, it feels like a thousand bees stinging your soul like there's no tomorrow and the pain makes your heart feel so unbearable that you keep breaking down every minute of your life.
Please stay alive, I know you just want to be with your loved one and make all the pain just go away with a snap of your fingers.

Life is not fair and it certainly isn't fair for you to deal with all this pain all by yourself. Hug yourself so tight and console yourself because honey, you have to make it out alive. Do it for the sake of your existence.

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